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they made me do it
Aug. 23rd, 2008
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crushedJun. 26th, 2008
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crankyJun. 16th, 2008
10:26 pm - i dont understand....
why im so hard on my self.... and why i get so nervous my mind goes blank and i forget stupid little things.... *sigh*
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crappyJun. 7th, 2008
12:27 pm - Til' im dead on the dance floor......
well seeing how crazy my job has gotten, i just haven't had the time to really bang out a good post/update. so here we go....
well for one i left my SHITTY old salon job. that i worked for ...for like 8 months. got NO training and then after working there a long time started to get torn down for things i was doing. even for things i wasn't ....which really pissed me off. so put in for my 2 weeks and didn't even stay for the 2 weeks. so after toying with the idea i went to Toni and Guy. not really sure of what i would find or how things would go. well got the job, working out at arrowhead. im a Tech *colorist*, which i cant tell you how hard that was for me to choose. i mean i like doing all of the work in the salon. but i think i made the right chose. i just got done with Fast Track. which is a work shop that comes around every so often. and takes your program. which for Techs bout 6 months and cuts that into 2 weeks. hahah yeah let me just tell you how fried my mind is right now. i was nervous at first.....because i dont learn that way...its so hard for me to collect info that fast. but i did really well. got a 84 on the written test. and for my models everything was in the high 80's~90's. i still have to do a few over again. but its cool. i mean i had to learn a whole new way of doing things in just two weeks ...so im really proud of my self. :D
so next month i get to test out and when i pass that i get to be on the floor. which i can take clients 3 days out of 5! cant wait! which at that point im going to be placed at the salon i'll work for...until i choose to change. im hoping for metro. basides on the fact that all the teachers on the Tech side of things are located there. Which i feel i would be better off there...you know so i could learn all i could! the next step for me is to get on to the art team. which i was shocked to find out there are only 3 techs on the art team?! hahaha so it wont make it too hard to get on it. but that means i can do like fashion shoots,runway and add. im just so excited to get my career off and running! im looking to at least bang out all this in a year...or get close to it by a year.
Toni and Guy i feel was the best thing i have done in a while. even though it is a lot of hard work and i have had to cut down on the rest of my life. i honestly think in the long run it will totally have been worth it.
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artisticApr. 21st, 2008
08:02 pm - jesus tap dancing christ!!!!
so i go to check my Myspace. i see a new note for some dude......i opened it up and my jaw hit the floor.....
here is what it said....
You should call me sometime. I'd love to meet up with you and fuck you until you cum over and over again. I'd love to take you doggy style and hear you moan in ecstasy! I wanna feel your breath on my skin, your voice in my ear and your body pressed up against mine. Would you like that sweetie? Call me at 602 --- ----.
Garyn
is he for real!!! im not a tramp...so by talking to me like one is sure as fuck not going to get on my good side!?
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uncomfortableFeb. 24th, 2008
10:17 am - underhanded comment......?
this is from my friend ...mr white...
You have the craziest myspace I have ever seen. As good as you look in person you look 10 times more amazing on here. You're fucking sexy! Jesus fucking christ!
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i guess thats nice to know? maybe?
crappyJan. 28th, 2008
09:44 am - eventho its not for a while.....
im still excited...cuz the line up is awesome....but im going to
lollapalooza!!!!
and it will also be my first time in chicago! so thats a plus as well.
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awakeJan. 17th, 2008
08:15 pm - i just saw this on the news...
i almost want to say i didnt believe it...but from the last encounter i had with him..i cant say im too superised. =/
http://www.azcentral.com/news/artic
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contemplativeJan. 5th, 2008
08:11 pm
What could you see?
What could you find?
If we meet please avert your eyes.
What I'll never show, what you'll never find
Is explosive so hide your eyes.
What should mean nothing to you
Has left a poison running straight from your lips
And into (lead to) the poison I'm becoming.
Walk right through me, I'm not really there.
What could you see?
What could you find?
If we meet please avert your eyes.
What I'll never show, what you'll never find
Is explosive so hide your eyes.
Once it meant something to me.
I find it rather stunning.
I draped it in cold and clarity.
It's true, I find the look becoming.
Walk right through me, I'm not really there.
What could you see?
What could you find?
If we meet please avert your eyes.
What I'll never show, what you'll never find
Is explosive so hide your eyes.
It's a day gone away.
Turn away from the day, it's explosive.
[x2]
What could you see?
What could you find?
If we meet please avert your eyes.
What I'll never show, what you'll never find
Is explosive so hide your eyes.
[x2]
the love letter~ blaqk audio
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numbDec. 10th, 2007
10:09 pm - don't want to look at your face, cause its making me sick.
so there was a little bit of advise that the instructors would tell all of us at the academe. that was *Dont ever talk bad about anyone, you never know who you will work with or run into, late down the road.*
that because my profession is a small group of people that pretty much know everyone. well there was this girl in my class, that no one really liked at all. me and her had one altercation. and that was only because she had given me lip all day and i just let her have it. that is...with a nice tongue lashing. i told her she needed to loose the stripper tude and to behave like a 30 year old. and ever sense that day she has never liked me and we have had words ever sense. well come to find out one day that she works in the P.V. location. and the reason i found this out... was when i walked into my store and she was there. *learning the color line*
well come to find out..the bitch had the nerve to talk shit about me to my salon manager! *wtf* i was so pissed and my salon manager just sat there and shut her up about it. *cuz she loves me* but she also was rude to everyone else. so pretty much she came in and made an ass out of herself and no one likes her in my store.
well this saturday my manager pulls me aside to tell me that the regional manager has put her in my store! i was floored by this....seeing as she knows what happened the last time she was in there. so this whole things has caused my hours on friday and saturday to be cut.*now i work fri:3-9 and sat10-3* but not only that she gets to use my fucking station! this sunday im making a list of everything that i have ...just so i know if anything *walks away*. im just so pissed about it...like its not funny. i love my work...love it. and now im freaked that this is going to make me hate going to work. not only that but now im worried she will talk shit about me when im not there! *she has no problem talking shit bout me when im there...god only knows what she will say when im not there* but i know that everyone in my work will not let that happen. i know they will but her in her place. my bro had a good idea for this....he told me i should keep tabs on her, like when she fucks up, by not cleaning,running late, talking shit...ect. so i can build a case against her. which i will deff. be doing.
but i really need to get this out before she comes to my store. so i dont blow up or acted the way she is. i just have to be the better person in all this. =/
uncomfortableNov. 9th, 2007
11:59 am - i guess this is an update....
kinda not really...just haven't writen in this thing...for a while now.
1~work is...going...well its going. i'm just really hustling to get work in order and get some good clients. they always said the first year was going to be hard..i guess i never thought it would be this hard. or not even hard but a real eye opener. but to make anything in life work...you got to stick it out and make the best of it. this is hat i plan on doing. :D i really like the work im in and yeah i just got to see it as im still new and it takes time to get where i want to be at. just got to keep hustling.
2~ my dating life has taking a nice turn for the better. i have been seening someone for a couple of weeks now. met him on halloween. and even though he did fuck up, in a not so great way *by standing me up late saturday* he has gone out of his way to make it up to me. which is deff a good thing. what else..he is very deffirent then any other guy i have dated. for one thing he has no tattoos or piercings. he is in school at asu. he takes care of disabled kids.he pays for everything. he is just an all around awesome guy. i am kinda excited to see where all this is going to lead too. i mean it would be nice at my age to find someone who is worth me taking time to invest in them. i mean thats just how i see it these day.i have no time for people who are wasting my time. too much going on with work.
3~ i'm going to be moving out in the next..4 months. *well 4 months from now*
with my rad co~worker. *i love k~dowg* so im super excited about that one. i mean it has been a while sense i have lived on my own and im getting to that point where i need too. i need to be more of an adult.
4~starting to change my diet/the way i eat. im adding more protein into what i eat. im still going to be a vegi*always. i just need to start taking better care of my body and loving it more. im thinking also of getting back into yoga or dance. or maybe both. i miss going those things and i need something to clear my mind every now and then.
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contentOct. 16th, 2007
12:10 pm - what im going as...
for halloween....
still not too sure what my plans are....i was talking to one of the girls that i work with and she wants me to go to mill with her. i might do that. then i might go to the ice house on the 27th...but im not too sure bout that.
anyhow i hope to have fun either way. :D
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blahOct. 12th, 2007
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flirtyOct. 3rd, 2007
03:58 pm - tag and such
i got tagged by jon
A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it.
1~ i take way too long to get ready these days. and thats only for the simple fact of me being a hair stylist and tring to get clients :D
2~ it bugs the fuck out of my when people sit around at work and turn money away. only because they want to go home. *why are you even doing hair then?*
3~im over being single. someone help a girl out! haha
4~still love ketchup on my mac and cheese! *even though i couldn't tell you when the lat time i ate that was*
5~ i cant start my day with out help for a rock star drink. *mmmm
6~i dont bit my nails...but i bit the skin around my nails..when i get nervous.
7~ i have to listen to music every day of i just dont feel right.
i tag....pretty much anyone who hasn't done this.
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crazySep. 19th, 2007
11:29 pm - two things you should know.....
1~ my 24th bday is coming up, just around the corner. *thats the 4th of oct.* yes another year older...and none the wiser...well maybe a little. :D any how im going to be having a diner at Olive and Ivy*at the waterfront in scottsdale. just with the fam. and friends. anyone of my friends are more then welcome to come down and share in some yummy food and some drinks. its just going to be a chill kinda evening.nothen too crazy. maybe hit up some of the bars around scottsdale. . ill keep you all informed as the day gets closer. ...as to what time its going to be at.
2~ i will start taking clients on the 1st of oct. so if anyone wants to get in just hit me up on my phone or here.... and well bust something out.
crazySep. 18th, 2007
03:41 pm - honestly....manscaping should be a law...
or at least this guy should think about it....
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calmSep. 15th, 2007
08:45 pm - holy fucking awesome batman
IM LEGAL!!!!!!!!!
i just got my license today...so i can start doing hair!!!
im so fucking beyond proud of myself
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enthralledSep. 6th, 2007
12:35 am - nail on the fucking head....
Dear simone,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, September 5:
You're in a good position to say no a few times and mean it. You've got enough on your plate without additional projects or chores and putting your foot down now should simplify your life quite a bit.
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annoyedAug. 20th, 2007
07:25 pm - right out of a horror movie!
ok so some random guy have been coming into my backyard for a couple of months now.
its odd cuz we have no idea what he is doing. and then only way we know that someone is coming into the backyard is that chairs are moved around. and yeah this pretty fucking creppy that some guy is just hanging out . i mean what is he doing? there are no cigarettes, no sign of drug use or even drinking. and yeah it just make me really uncomfertable.
well now he is coming in the afternoon! i dont know how long he has been, but i just found out today.
yeah well needless to say im totally freaked out right now! i dont want to be in my house right now. =/
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nervousAug. 15th, 2007
08:58 pm - honestly .....like wtf?
so i went for an interview today ....and i was excited... you know i mean why not its a job.
so i get there early...and i see that there is only on stylist on the floor. there is so receptionist at all. so after like 5 min the stylist looks at me and is all like *hi. you need hair cut*
i told her no, but that i had an interview and i was early. and all she did was nod. then the manager come out of the back and ask if i can be help.
i tell her no, that im here to interview with the regional manager. she tells me that it doesnt start till 2:30. i tell her i know, but im early. she tells me if i have gone to beauty school. *not many stylist use that term....its more like have you been to cosmetology school.
I tell her yes, that i went to Toni and Guy. she looks at me and ask if there is a Toni and Guy out here . im like yeah there are two schools. and half way through my little story, the other stylist got this 5 year old. of course he starts freaking out. well she walks over the the manager, cuts me off. and like the manager just straight up ignores me and goes talking to this lady and hands her something to give the little boy. then walks away from me. I found that very rude. plus all i can say is that on top of her being rude she was totally not put together...her hair was a mess. her make~up.....well you know when some people with oily skin.....kinda let there make~up go. or its not applied right....it kinda looks like its melting off. yeah thats how she looked.
anyhow then after another ten mins. she tells me that she is going to do the interview. so you know i go with it. well i get to her office and pretty much she starts down playing my skills. *awesome* then she asks me how i am with doing clipper cuts. i tell her that i have never really used a clipper. and to be honest TiGi shows another, harder way. which is called *scissor over comb*. which produces the same result as the clipper. its just a nicer was to do it...plus you can charge more money for it...haha :D. anyhow i teller that i have used that skill, and that i also use a razor and also my shears. and she then tells me that im clearly not comfortable doing men's cuts. huh? wht? did i miss something? i had to tell her that was not the case. she also acted like i had no idea how to style hair or even cut well. *this is all after i showed her my portfolio* again i had to tell her that, that wasnt the case. AT ALL. so then i tell her that the whole time i was on the floor at TIGI. that all i did was hair....and that was everything from cuts to color. from up does to roller sets. only after i had said this was she then like...all into me and was like yeah * you have great style and i would love to have you join us. i just need to call the regional manager*
yeah no thank you. i was just so dishearten that someone would put down my skills so much. it sucks.
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